One weird thing

Like I spend hours sometimes trying to imagine how it would be like if there was no Earth, no universe, no anything. You know absolutely nothing in this world. There is no space, no atoms, no sun, no us. That us humans, animals and plants cease to be. I try to imagine that absolutely nothing - nothing at all exists. But if nothing exists, how does the state of existence even come to be? How do I even imagine something where you (yes you) or I don't exist? And I'll go round and round in a circle that has no end, racking my brains for an explanation, for a vision of clarity to finally see how my imagination could come to be, but I never reach it. I tire my brain from finding the impossible and I never stop trying. I put myself through this thought process frequently and I reach this zone of impossibility. A state where no new thoughts can form and old thoughts disintegrate like dust. And all that is left is a paralysing emptiness. And a headache.

I know I've been tagged to write six weird things. And usually I don't really do this kinda of stuff. But I guess this is one of those days.